Dear world,

What do you think of people constantly showing off?
Honestly, I hate them more than anything. More than wars, more than fight, and even more than school! (Thank goodness I’m in college now :p)
Show-offs are that kind of people who keep bragging about themselves, about how they’re living right and make us feel bad about our lifestyle. I’ve met so many of them, mostly at school but now at college.
Why I hated school? Because I had to sit 7 hours between idiots who kept laughing at me because I’m different. I’m a book geek and I like music diversity like old French songs, but obviously they didn’t. I was a loser because of it as they kept showing off their tastes which, objectively speaking, is actual trash! But now I’m finally in college where I don’t worry about being weird since everyone there is open minded and, well, weirder. :p

I stopped seeing show-offs until this semester. But this time, it wasn’t a student: it was a teacher!
At first I thought that it was my fault for thinking this way, that I was probably bored without my cellphone, but today, as I put it in my bag and occupied myself with my favorite relaxing distraction (writing) but kept concentrating, I realised it wasn’t my fault.
All she does is talking non-stop about her gynecologist father and her husband who’s also a doctor and about her “achievements” while nagging about how we are becoming lazy and ignoring our country. Well let me tell you this.
Not all of us has a protecting background to do crazy stuffs. Now ok there are some small actions we could do, but we can’t attack directly! Even I have the risk to receive a bullet in my brain from one of these dirty so-called “politicians” because I’m an ant here! And you said you suffered from war the most. Now ok everyone before us suffered from it, but saying that her suffering was one of the biggest is too much! Some people still hold scars as a sign of surviving, or even non removable bullets! Or people that lost their house and ENTIRE family, they’re just nagging right? Or my OWN FATHER who had to leave school and worked day and night like a slave so his family would live in dignity, that’s just trash talk right?! You dare say what you “suffered” was huge?!
Sorry for ruining your day with it but I was really pissed at what happened today.
So I’ll end by saying Happy National Writing Day! 🙂
Thanks for reading!

Dear World,

Today I might write things that doesn’t have value for anyone but it have a huge value for me.

It’s 20:56 now, Autumn, October.
I was looking at my timeline for news about celebrities or just scientific news when I saw a link for an EXO picture. I clicked it. When it opened my eyes were immediately filled with tears. Here’s the picture, and here’s why:

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It’s only a normal picture for Chanyeol, right? Well, to me, it’s not. When I first saw the picture with that haircut, it reminded me of the day I saw him for the first time. It reminded me how I couldn’t get his rap or his stare out of my head. I felt that the Chanyeol I saw for the first time actually didn’t change, no matter how many times he changed his hair color or looked tired.

For the first time since months, I felt home. It was like I forgot all the problems and went back to the times when I was worry-less, no stress to bother me. I went back to the time when everything was stable, before everything started to change.
I suddenly was full of joy, and to know that the picture was taken only hours ago and that he won 2 awards at the event made me feel proud… it made me feel satisfied of my tastes in life.
My heart felt warm again.
I felt lively again.

I know what I just wrote looks pointless but here’s my point. When praying at night, be thankful to God for every single little thing that might seem unimportant now, but is actually one of the many things that makes you excited to wake up the second day and see it again 🙂
Thanks for reading, and good night! 😉

Angel (Into Your World) – EXO

I usually post my thoughts but today a song blew my mind and wrecked my heart…

As if I was reborn as a child
Who doesn’t know anything
I thought it was a dream
So I closed my eyes and opened them again
I am standing in front of you as if I was praying
I want to walk side by side
With you at least once,
Just once

I ride the soft wind into your world
I go right next to you and you ask where I came from
You asked so innocently so I answered that it is a secret
Because if we just walk together like this
Wherever we go, it’ll be heaven

You are more dazzling than Michael
Who can ever oppose you?
I won’t forgive anyone who does
Just like the first person to step on Eden
Every day, I will only go toward you and trust you with my heart

Even if it’s a small thing, I want to protect you for always
So you won’t ever have to suffer I’m eternally love

As your guardian angel, I will block out that strong wind
Even if everyone turns their back against you
On hard days, I will wipe away your tears
If only I can be that kind if person
Wherever we go, it’ll be heaven

I have come to love you now
There’s no place for me to go back
My wings have been taken away (oh no)
Even if I lost eternal life, the reason why I’m happy

Is because my forever is now you

Eternally love

I ride the soft wind into your world
I go right next to you and you ask where I came from
You asked so innocently so I answered that it is a secret
Because if we just walk together like this
Wherever we go, it’ll be heaven